I had to make up some kawaii designs the other day.
I barely made them, I thought.
The orderer said that I thought these kawaii.
Although I didn't feel it hadn't her true thought.
I think she is a good person, so she didn't say the exact estimate.
At the time we hadn't enough time, understandably we couldn't redo it.
She made a compromise probably.
Further, she had to do many things, and she ordered me to design some kawaii pop.
While I made those pops, she worked next to me.
And then she asked me to make another one that looks kawaii.
This time I quit in the middle of making and I remade it from scratch to not think deeply.
Those pops I made, surely I also felt it kawaii, but its kawaii feel for a child.
Probably, I think that she felt so too.
Definitely, design is not for my work but anyway I feel frustrated that I didn't it well.
For the rest of this year, I will try to learn kawaii, and incidentally, as I didn't use Illustrator well, I also will pay Adobe tax for using Adobe applications well.
I will want to revenge those failures next year.
